sad

i just cant accept it , is an insult to me , other ppl do that to me i cant be bothered , if is you , i just could not accept it. it become personal .... its hurtful.... and yet you dont realised it.

outcast

its been awhile since i blog here...as usual....just crapping out my feelings.....

lately nothing is been going well , do not know whether im just sensitive or sumting is starting to go wrong ..... it has been like that for the past few months.... really do not want this to go on , am feeling like crap....is it the time to change? shall i just wait and look see look see around 1st.... realli need some light and pointers here....damn...this sucks

55

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

54

okay...im back...its been awhile since i blog.... well im in the working world ryte now....things haven been great , especially since i joined YTL , it hasnt been easy compared to the days in rnc.... social wise have not been great either..... been rotting at home during weekends.... all my friends seems to be MIA , disappearing 1 by 1 , especially ...... sighh i guess there never be a long last friends by ur side....gotta bucked up and fight thru dis low point in life.

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lost , uncertain , directionless , numb , depress , confused

weird

its been awhile since da last time i blog...but dis time i sensed sumting serious....this is not good....sumting is really bothering me....but wad is it? very restless , unfocused , lost , blue~

No boundaries

Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries